| Nov. 30th, 2005 @ 10:12 am (no subject) |
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Current Mood:  crushed
If there is a situation, or a problem between a couple of people, I dont understand why I am always the one that everyone gets pissed off at and gossips about. Is it because I am easy to get to? I seem to be blamed for everything that happends, and everyone elses feelings all the time. I always find out that certain people I thought were friends have made up things about me, or only talk to me and pretend to be interested to get the latest dirt to pass onto other people. This really hurts, and I dont understand why people do it, especially since it hurts me and it hurts the other people that are being told these lies. If someone does not like me, or is upset at my actions, than tell me, and talk to me about it instead of talking behind me back for a month and pretending that you enjoy my company.I can't stand this high school mentallity anymore and its getting really frustrating and is getting too painful. |